Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Posted by schmooroodle at 6:39 PM
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Friday, February 11, 2011
Posted by schmooroodle at 9:54 PM
Sunday, February 6, 2011
the countdown is on.
Idaho: 16 days!
Mexico: 33 days!
ahh, i can't wait to just leave! it's been too long, and i really just need to get away. not that i don't love it here, because i do. i truly believe i live in one of the most beautiful places on earth, BUT, sometimes it gets boring, and i really do want to go to other beautiful places.
...not that Idaho is that beautiful. especially the part of Moscow that we're going. but hey, we get to listen to beautiful jazz music almost 24/7, and that's fine by me!
Idaho was soo great last year thats i am pretty friggin stoked to go back. it's really cool to just have to depend on yourself for a few days and nights. no one is looking after you, and you have to be completely dependent. it's a nice feeling. and living in a room with three of your best friends is so fun, even if we do get on each other's nerves sometimes. and going to the Lionel Hampton Jazz Festival makes me appreciate jazz music so much more. the whole vibe at the festival is.. there are seriously no words to explain it. something along the lines of completely and utterly extravagantly incredibly fantastically amazing TO THE MAX. you can't help but be moved. also, it's so great that i have the chance to go to such a massive event, and see some of the best jazz artists of these years. i'm so lucky.
AND MEXICO! HOLY GRANDE QUESADILLA! i have never been to mexico, and thanks to one of my freaks mojo, i get to go!! we're going to cancun, and it's way too exciting, like, brain overload. except mo and i act like sisters sometimes, and that could get bad quick. but we shall work it out. quiet time. :)
i'm gonna burn though. i'm so pasty that i look like casper the friendly ghost. it's terrible. oh well, my burns turn into tans eventually... and skin cancer. so, for this trip, i don't really know what to expect but beaches and sun. hopefully. and hot mexican muchachos ;)
by the way, i don't give a rat's ass about the superbowl.
so that's about all i'm thinking about lately. all that's really going on, or worth talking about.
oh, and i won my soccer game today! go red!
|lovely lovely love love.|
Posted by schmooroodle at 9:23 PM
Friday, February 4, 2011
whoa, haven't blogged in forever. not like anyone's reading this anyway. except for you-know-who, because you're a flippin' trale lewous. SO, to get back on track... if you were to read my very first post, you could tell that i was in a very pressing situation. either that or i'm a major drama queen.
pretty sure its both factors.
anywhooo, i can gladly say that all that is over and done with, and life goes on. although the person (lets call him trevor) and i still talk, i set him straight. trevor had too much power over my life, and i was becoming no one. i began to realize i wasn't me anymore, i was a blob of negative emotions, and waaaay too much eyeliner. it's funny because the whole time that i was enslaved by trevors mind games, all my friends and family told me that you were the cause of my pain, but to me he just looked like an angel. he made me feel loved, and wanted. and don't get me wrong, i always knew my family wanted and loved me, i wasn't that silly, but in a different way. he made me feel pretty, he said he loved me, straight up. he said sweet things that boosted my confidence, but inside i knew it was all wrong. something wasn't right. i was rotting from the inside out, and i couldn't take it anymore.
i do take complete responsibility in saying that what i said to trevor was harsh, but it was needed. he said we should be 100% honest, so i went full out. biznatch.
good things that came out of this: I AM NOW MORE OUTGOING. i've made new friends. ones that i cherish immensely, and i have reconnected with old ones, that i love oh so dearly.
what else is new.. hm.
OUH, n3ww smstrz. St0k3d.
HA just kidding, i don't talk like that. but, that awkward sentence above is to be translated into: oh, new semester. how exciting!
fortunately, i have english with ratlady (unfortunate), planning, band/p.e., and art. so far, i'm in love with art. it relaxes me so much. i love just listening to my music and letting my ideas flow off the pencil. definitely better than last semester, having do a shitload of homework every night. doesn't give me time to be a teenager, you know?
i may as well get this out of the way now. music is the basis of my existence. without it, i would be no one. it makes me happy, it makes me sad. to sum it up, it just makes me feel.
every simple or complex melody wakes up every nerve in my body, letting me know i'm alive. that i'm someone, and i'm not alone in the feelings that i'm feeling. it makes me feel safe, and i am endlessly thankful for that.
i listen to almost everything. rock, metal, alternative, acoustic, country, comedy, indie, hip hop, r&b, pop, electronic, dubstep, jazz, blues, dance, folk, punk, rap, reggae, techno, you name it. itry very hard to stray away from mainstream though. i like being able to show someone an unknown band, and seeing how they could love it almost as much as i do. also, my sister has bieber fever, (puke) and that is one sickness i will never, ever catch.
if someone were to bash my taste in music, yeah, i would take it hard. not that i care what people think necessarily, it's just that it makes me sad that people don't see what i see, or feel what i feel, and that they have no right to put down the thing that makes me happiest in life.
music is my oxygen.
plain and simple.
i'll keep it updated and upbeat as best as i can.
|"Do the creep. Haaaahhh."|
Posted by schmooroodle at 11:44 PM